justrun-.

just when granuloma was starting to heal... stubborn blister has appeared yet again in my toenail. yah like after 4 months of painful growing (the toenail died the last time cos i had a blister in it.. for the second time) toenails take a super long time to regrow mind you... urgh. and it hurts like nuts too. why are my feet punishing me for running! :"( and the toenail isn't even fully grown yet.. has about 1cm to go! rah.

my stomach feels so sick now :(

i'm afraid to put in more effort cos more effort = more expectations of myself = more painful when faced with failure (99.99% probability of this). then again i wonder if this is gonna ruin my future. heh in any case i've been feeling awfully demoralized and unmotivated to study :(

my stomach feels horridddd. eeuurrghh.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [21:22]

and took [20080504] strides

it's the passion that drives you